I miss...

Being healthy...

My brother...

My friends...

So I'm in a gloomy mood. I've been sick so much of this year and I'm just so tired of it. I've been feeling really bad this weekend, so I'm especially grumpy about it. I hate Valley Fever. And I miss my brother. He's in El Salvador serving a mission and I miss him. We were over at my parents today for Sunday dinner and he had sent home a CD with some pictures and little movie clips on it and it made me remember how much I miss him. Thanks mom. And I miss my friends. My real good girlfriends ya know. We have friends here. Don't get me wrong. But I miss my girls in Utah and their little families. My friends I could call anytime and get together and do stuff. Friends that we could just 'hang out' and not have to be doing anything. Friends that you don't feel like you're a burden to or another thing on their to do list. People you could just go and do things with all the time. When Jen and Trav used to live in Murrieta the same time we did we would go bowling, or go out to eat, or just watch movies or anything. We don't have friends like that here. We'd do everything together. I miss that. I miss my good friends. Anyways I'm being a Debbie Downer, I just don't feel good. And I have work I need to be doing that I don't feel like doing....of course. :)